i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!
i hate the feeling.
i hate the thoughts.
i hate the way i think of it.
i hate how i can just lose myself like this.
mann.. this post is gonna be emo and short.
ive been thinking the whole day. looking at the beach and stuff. and i realise, how much i have bottled in me.
i look and feel so happy, but i actually have so many things in my head. i just throw them aside, and enjoy life.
but.. when i think back on all the stuff, i really just let them go, dont dwell on them too much, and leave them to God. somethings, i just cant do that. i think until i cant stand it. sheesh.
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hate it.
i cant deny that i wasnt hurt. i cant deny that the moment i heard it i was disappointed at you. cant deny. but im trying just not to admit it right into your face.